We had our final cathartic cry with Friday Night Lights. The high school football coach we all wish we had, the guidance counselor, the team, the innocuous puppy-love crush we all wish we had — they move on, life moves on, but without us. Friday Night Lights has thrown this bon voyage party twice before, for the first and third season finales, and we had to become just a little bit hardened to deal with the thought that Dillon, Texas would just disappear into cancellation, even while pap like One Tree Hill and Seventh Heaven kept plugging along in their un-reality. Friday Night Lights, which was inspired by one of Texas’s real-life football-obsessed farm-towns, filmed without rehearsals and often improvised, was always an honest portrait. Dillon wasn’t always the escapist fantasy of other teen dramas, but it always was a place that you could, realistically, escape to. And like anything genuine, we knew it wouldn’t last forever — the principal cast was being rotated out the door as early as season three — but that doesn’t make letting go any easier.

The landing approach found the Taylors at a nadir in their marriage, Tami all but given up on Coach resisting his stubbornness and moving the family to Philadelphia. Tami’s ties to the Dillon community are certainly more ancillary than Eric’s, and even way back in the pilot, she was joking about moving to Alaska. I don’t think it’s a coincidence that the men in football-town have a collective “Texas forever” mentality while the women — or at least the women sophisticated enough to realize that there’s a world outside of throwing team barbeques and beauty pageants and the Landing Strip — dream of leaving the place behind for Austin or Boston or Philly. The argument between Tami and Eric was always on the verge of tipping into Texas traditional sexism, but Friday Night Lights has too much nuance for that sort of cartoonish villainy. I’d been watching the last three episodes from the northeast neo-feminist tradition that I was brought up in: “But, this time, Tami’s right. Eric’s just shoving his weight around, not treating her like an equal partner.” And then I think of Vince, who still needs his surrogate father, and Tim, and all the kids who need Coach and Mrs. Coach because the rest of Dillon is a hive-mind of character-sucking blind boosterism. Eric’s stubbornness and unflappability add something humanizing to this town, and what a tragedy to leave it in the self-interested hands of the Buddy Garritys and Joe McCoys of the world.

Like I said last week, Dillon doesn’t deserve Eric Taylor, and Eric starts to get the message too after one too many early-morning strategy calls from Buddy, who all but admitted to engineering the super-team after Coach took the Lions instead of his beloved Panthers to state. To Buddy, the salesman still hanging onto his championship ring of decades ago, the football team is about selling Dillon, selling the community, selling the life here. It’s about keeping kids — then grown-ups, then parents and their kids — tied to the town. Meanwhile, Coach watches the seniors graduate and new freshman come in, and he knows that the team is a fleeting opportunity, but one that might prepare a kid to go off to college and maybe be more than just an ex-high school football player.

 

God, I hope Coach Taylor leaves.

Friday Night Lights never glamorized the micro-America that is Dillon, Texas, a town of McMansions alongside ramshackle homes, a town of casual racism, a town devoid of opportunity or growth, where people peak in high school and spend the rest of their lives trying to vicariously recapture their glory days. But we’ve been fortunate to enter the town through its football teams, and while the rest of the town watching the games unconsciously gerrymanders itself by class and by race, the people actually playing the game get to enjoy a brief egalitarian moment when all that matters is performance. Eric and Tami Taylor have had the Sisyphean task of keeping this damn town in line, as a community of football-loving sycophants, and usually get fucked over by the status quo. With Tami’s new job offer — at a school looking for someone to defy the standardized testing status quo — and more Dillon booster politics nonsense, I want to see the Taylors up here in the northeast where they belong. Dillon’s character is one of redneck sports-jock bullies, and frankly, Dillon doesn’t deserve Coach.

There’s a cynical reading to Dillon’s budget crisis, and a naive reading. This is a town, again a perfect miniature America, that’s profligate when there’s money in its coffers and then surprised when there isn’t. But Dillon — perfect miniature America — is a place where the community’s fractured, at least outside of fall Friday nights, and the haves manipulate the have-nots by throwing money their way when it’s politically expedient and withholding it to make a point. This episode first aired around the same time that Wisconsin’s public sector employees — those greedy bastards who put out fires and keep your roads paved and make sure your kids don’t grow up stupid — were rallying at the state house to try and prevent the governor from taking away their collective bargaining rights. The Republicans looked under the couch cushions and couldn’t find any spare change, so they blamed the unions. And meanwhile, there’s plenty of money around — corporations are doing great, CEO’s are making out like gangbusters — but those people don’t like paying their taxes and don’t like paying their employees a fair wage, so they manufactured a crisis.

And after gerrymandering the town and dumping Coach Taylor on the unsodden East Dillon football field two years ago, it appears that the Panthers want both Coach and Vince back.

 

Dillon, Texas is a town of synecdoche, where the fortunes of the Panthers, and now the Lions, stand in for the fortunes of the community, and where Coach Taylor gets singled out as the scapegoat for the team. This episode’s title, then, seems a bit ironic to me, the town so swept up in this moment that they’re blind to the larger picture. “Don’t go,” East Dillon pleads, when news spreads that Coach got an offer to run a college football program, an offer that cash-strapped East Dillon knows it can’t match. “I wonder where all that love will be when he loses a game,” Julie asked five years ago. Friday Night Lights has made the stakes, and the mercurial nature of coaching in a sports-obsessed town, clear from the beginning. Coach lost his job with the Panthers after only getting the team to number two in the state; they lose a game and he comes home to a bunch of “For Sale” signs on his lawn. “Don’t go,” indeed.

The show set the stage nicely for an exit from Coach Taylor, and not just with the insider news that we’re watching the final few episodes of FNL ever. The season has been crumbling under the weight of Vince’s ego and the assistant coach infighting, plus Julie dropping her own life after being humiliated at college, all bearing down in the amazing outburst at the end of “Fracture.” Eric Taylor lost his shit, and Eric Taylor does not lose his shit. “It would be nice to work with adults for a change,” he muses, fantasizing an escape from the football brats while Tami fantasizes about a house with a pool.

One of the saddest facets of Dillon is that it’s like a vortex, dragging people down, making it harder and harder to get out — Mindy and Billy, of course, and now Tim, Julie got sucked back in and both Matt and Smash had trouble leaving. Every time, like with Luke seeing himself spend the rest of his years on the family farm, the tragedy of someone who peaked in high school then hit a brick wall strikes me. But I’d never thought about Coach, and to a (probably unfair) lesser extent Mrs. Coach, being lashed to a town that will never reciprocate. Of all Dillon’s grown-ups, Eric and Tami were always the only grown-ups who were above the town’s manufactured drama, and there’s a real part of me that wants them to graduate, to make it to metaphorical and literal college themselves. I can’t really think of any other show that’s ever left me this morally conflicted. It would kill me to see Vince lose his surrogate father, especially since Ornette, who I believe is completely well-meaning, turned out to be such a dud. He and Tami are often the only adults in these kids’ lives, the only people with any sort of perspective not born entirely from complacency. Friday Night Lights has never shied away from the reality that life is sometimes a zero-sum game — there’s a single QB1 and Matt Saracen only gets the job because Jason Street is injured, or Vince and Tim and in older days Matt and Smash don’t deserve to lose their coach just as much as Eric deserves this head coaching position that he’s aspired to. One team wins the football game, and the other team loses.

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